Another day of eye problem, im so sick and tired of it. I have and done/taken today: eye drops, nose spray, allergy pill and sinutab pill (i wan make clear i din do all at once). its just so annoying, and ive noticed im really needing a new prescription for my eyes as in im seeing worse. The whole eye thing also makes me so annoyed!
Today having a real hard time focusing in terms of doing tasks for AA, bc of the eye thing yea but also i just dont have the energy. Like i thought to do smtg else then bc i have ideas for new characters, but i just dont have the energy to draw. But my deadline is in like a week n smtg, i already have so many days i dont draw bc im sleeping... i dont have time for this. Theres so many things i wanna do... and then the question is this an off day or am i going down hill?
Tho its not like i din do anything today... i woke up at 3am, stayed in bed till 5am, got up and heated up a frozen pizza. I uh?? i dont remember what i did between then and 11.30 am? but i made 2 eggs with sausage and sliced up a tomato, ate that, din fill me at all so i ate a bowl of cereal... Then i wrote about a character, did idk on pintrest? and made a new ggl sheet doc for all my characters bc the prev one was... a mess n meant for other things + i wanted some place i could put all names i like and tik it off if i have a character with that name. and now its 16.28pm. I know i should give myself grace, i am LITERALLY disabled. But i feel like i wasted my day despite knowing i should have worked on AA
Oh yea i forgot... i made this stupid ass edit bc i wanted a new pfp on discord... sigh
I just... feel a bit misreble that i waste most of my days sleeping/resting and the lil time i have to b doing smtg im unable to.
I should try n make it a goal to just... get outa bed if i cant fall asleep again after like 1 or 2h... AND TO TAKE MY MEDS EVERYDAY BC I GET SO DIZZY IF DONT AAAHH
Bruh somebody keeps making disgusting smelling food to the point its nauseating and i hate it. Im sorry to the person but it smells so baaaddd, its been going on for years now and rn rly isnt the time for this bs.
I feel like all i do is complain
complain, complain, complain...
im tired... i wanna go to bed but gran said shed make spagthetti... Gran came home but decided no more sgetti... however gran n i just been talking
I am giving up on trying to b productive for today... will attempt to finish character entree but then... rest...
ok i looked up n aperently allergy can make u tired and exhausted, so theres that
It is now 19.00 and i finished writing... go take a look if youd like :3 tho lil reminder that blog is dedicated to me talking ab my characters! im not great at writing, but i still wish to share ;u;